sw0rdgirl's sanctuary
a safe space in a hard world
where healing becomes your training arc ⚔️💜
about me
I love to model but has to be with my swords
🌸 my story
I'm Yin - I'm just a girl that decided one day that I was going to live my best life.
Growing up, I felt a lot of pain. I felt like a side character in my own life, with extreme social anxiety and the lowest self esteem. People left in my life, and I hid the pain because I didn't want to be a burden. I had like 2 friends. Nobody in school looked like me. I would rather hang out in the library reading fantasy books and escape.
So, obviously it meant that I should FIX MYSELF (biggest cosmic joke I have humbly learned). I went through my "suppress and perform for love" arc. I became a hyper masculine girl. You know, the one who bypasses her body and her true desires to get external validation from the people around her? The one who lived off the praise and felt empty behind closed doors? The one who lost touch with her femininity because she felt like it was weak (but she craved it so much?)
But life throws you boss battles to help you realize your true path. Chronic inflammation. Endometriosis. Anxiety every waking moment. Hiding in relationships rather than expanding. Overfunctioning. Performance even when nobody is around.
And let me get on my soap box here - society has swung too far to the masculine. Women's bodies, tuned to be seasonal and cyclical, are paying the price. Men are suppressing the beauty of feeling, creating their own chronic issues. We're all suffering when we abandon the feminine.
Enter Sw0rdgirl. She's really the archetype of the one who knows that LOVE is TRUE POWER. Who knows the world heals when she heals. Who knows that she's done controlling people's perceptions around her and that deep love in the external ONLY comes from the internal.
Sw0rdgirl believes that the world is finding their feminine again. The powerful, perceptive, emotional superpower that lie in all of us.
✨ what i believe
the principles that guide everything i do
strength
Building inner resilience through intentional practice
softness
Staying open and vulnerable in a world that hardens us
wonder
Reclaiming the magic and awe we had as children
💫 lore
I'm a pretty dope music producer too. Do you know my music is on Opera's official browser?
I ran an intentional cooperative where we taught food forestry, communal living, and home gardening for 8 years.
My family is from Malaysia and I've lived in the US my whole life.
I used to be a bike mechanic. It was my part time job in college.
I dropped out of school because I wasn't intellectually stimulated. I started reading business books instead in my school's library instead.
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Working on it...
I'm cooking elixirs and manuscripts (you'll never hear me say ebook, BLEGH) for the sw0rdgirl universe that I really hope you would enjoy.
get in touch
let's create something magical together ✨
💌 email me
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↑ ahem, its "sw0rd" with a zero